After days of feeling as low as only mental illness can bring you, this morning suddenly something hit me. There was no way I could simply eliminate the negative energy that was filling me. I could have waited for it to pass, but I wasn’t able to read or do anything with it, it had become… Continue reading Creativity and Vulnerability.
Yesterday I was having a very lousy day, anxiety-wise. Actually, lately I’ve been having mostly lousy days anxiety-wise. Since there is nothing right now I can do about my actual problems, I have to keep them for the time being, but in my incapability to just stay still in this mud, I have been prey… Continue reading Random Acts of Kindness.
Some days ago I mentioned a new writing project of mine to a new acquaintance. He was surprised to find out I was hoping it to turn into a book, rather than just an article. My answer was that writing is the only life direction that has ever made sense to me, the only thing… Continue reading Embracing non-Definition.
It’s time to pack again. Leaving home hurts. Not having a home hurts even more. Leaving your love breaks your heart, each time a little more. When I leave Italy, I always feel the many things I’m going to miss, and when I’m in Brazil I miss them. But when I leave Brazil, I leave… Continue reading Pa(ck)in(g) again.
Hey there, I have been away from quite a while. In the attempt of finding something interesting to talk about, I found nothing, and haven’t written in ages.
I haven’t figured out where this blog hiatus is going yet. I still don’t know what I want you to find at the end of it, what I want to find at the end of it. How am I going back to blogging?
Things are getting out of my hands. My problems seem so trivial, and yet impossible to solve. I can see people changing their opinion of me. I don’t even know what I think of myself. I’m changing and I don’t know how to handle this. This person I’m becoming, I don’t know her and I… Continue reading Storm of Change.